New Year = New me?

Happy NEW YEAR everyone!!!!!! =) --> I know, one day late.. was trying to post it before the 1st ended but busy day today. Oh well.

So New Year eh? any new year resolution?! Meh.. I don't think I have any. I mean I guess I've an overall goal but no I don't have a list. My overall goal this year is just to be a better person, to be more mature, and to grow spiritually.

I'm really really glad to have a friend that I can always count on. Actually am really surprised that our relationship grows closer. =) I mean not even trying to get anybody say something like "no, you are not, yada..yada" but I could be pretty annoying I know. LOL! It's not like I do it on purpose, I'm just me. I'm one of those people when I care, I care soooo much, maybe too much? I don't know. But when I don't, I could just ignore you like you are not even there.

Hmm..maybe I should add that to my New Year goal, I mean after all that's included to be a better person right?
PJ one said, "it is easy to love someone that you already love but, it's HARD to love someone that you don't love". And I have to agree there. I'm bad because I've a so called "care list". It's basically a mental list w/ people that I care about on it. It's not that easy to be on it but it's really easy to be crossed out of it. Yeahhhh...I should try harder to love those people I don't love.

But I mean, truth be told I've been letting go on stuff. Say, there is this someone I don't get along w/ at all. I think she doesn't like me because word on the street is I'm too crazy. Eh, maybe I am, who knows. And I avoid her because I don't like how she is so bossy and how sometimes she talks to people like she is giving command to them. Maybe, it's all just a misunderstanding, who knows?
Anyway, I've been trying my best to just you know be civil about it, alright not that we fight, it's not there yet, hence I avoid her, because I know if I don't avoid her, we will fight for sure. But yeah, lately I treat her like an acquaintance. Hey, that's progress for me cause I'm one hard headed one right here.

I think it's back to those Godly people I keep surrounding myself with. They really are a good influence. Don't get me wrong, I'm still me, still have my own personality and my 'tude here and there. I mean, seriously, w/o em, I won't be me right?

Anywhoooo.. I think I'll end this here. That's my New Year resolution. To be a better me w/o actually erasing my own identity. After all God created me the way I am! One friend said, he is glad to have such a caring and UNIQUE friend like me. Haha.. UNIQUE? Weird?

Whatever it is, this NEW YEAR, I'm glad to still have those important people in my life and especially God. <3


Xo for now,

-Na-